today it's quite interesting . it seems something happened to me today .its weird and i hate this kinda feeling . it makes me super-duper awkward in front of him . yess , AWKWARD . and i hate him much much more .i keep asking the same question to me-myself . am i in love with him ? CHHOOIII ! surely NOPE ! i am NOT ! me ? with him ? my own bestfriend ? eiii , yucksss ! thats the answer for my own question . oh GOD , please let this feeling away from me . i just can't take it . shuuhh - shhuuuhhhhhh . shuuuuuhh - shhuuuuuhhh!
he is my bestfriend . and i am his bestfriend . we were meant to be JUST FRIENDS . okayy , it's only FRIEND . keep calm TEDD . calm . take it easy . you don't love him , and surely he don't love you either . we've been friends for ages ! yess , not for DAYS , WEEKS or MONTHS . but for AGES TEDD , AGES !
but , why am i jealous of him ? why GOD why ??? we were JUST FRIEND . REMEMBER TEDD ! he is not your type at all . he is not white , not handsome , not brave at all [loser !] , annoying like hell , and he did know how to persuade girls . he don't even care any human looking at him weirdly . ohh , if he read this i will surely be DEAD ! but , he has a really kind heart . he is the SHOULDER ! okayy , STOP ! i should have say he's bad . really bad guy !
well , i think i should have move on . i should NOT let him to be my shoulder anymore . i am a big girl and big girls dont cry . [yeeaahh , its the song ] . i should NOT text him anymore . well , sounds cruel . and i know i will text him days to days . arrrghh !! drive me CRAZY even more .
P/S : I DON'T NEED YOU LAH ! [am i ?]
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